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This last week has been stressful. Not because of school, or cheer, or even clogging. Lots of things have changed, and I have no idea why. I have stayed up late trying to figure things out, and nothing is coming to mind. Did I do something? Was it my fault? What can I do to fix things? This are the questions that have kept me up all night. I've tried to do something, but something is in the way, and it is blocking me. I have prayed over and over again... maybe this is an answer in disguise and I haven't noticed it til now. Tonight was one of the funniest nights of my life. I haven't laughed that hard in forever. I can't even remember the last time I laughed like I did tonight. I had a football game tonight that I cheered at, and it was just fun in general like it always is. Although, the bus ride is where the party really began. Sitting in the very back seats were my friends and I. We laughed until we couldn't laugh anymore, except that didn't stop us. Tears were running down our faces because we were having such a good time. I saw a side of these girls that I have never seen before. I saw friends. We went to Warren's after and it was a blast. I smiled again with friends, I laughed, and I saw an answer to my prayers. I shouldn't worry about everyone else and always try to make them happy. Sometimes I need to go with what is best for me. Even if that is moving on and getting over things. Heavenly Father answers prayers in a mysterious way, and this was definitely not a way that I thought he would answer. But really... It has been the best thing in my life this week. I defintely needed a good laugh, a good group of friends who care, and tonight..... that was accomplished. :)